Im bisexual. I wont wirehead myself into the perfect victim. The person wants to die. It has happened to me. Normally, they want you to show your abilities to everybody and then if lots of people like your blog articles, theyll pay attention to you. He touched my thigh at Signal Data Science where I was living and training to become a data scientist. Did you know theres this whole super dedicated group of people in a branch of EA that could be really high-impact called suffering reduction? How much more infuriating could the situation be??? Want some examples? She. We are sad to announce that on February 1, 2023, at the age of 74, Thelma Ford of Anderson, Indiana, born in Middlesboro, Kentucky passed away. We all need to be reporting our sex offenders to her. She accepted Christ early in her life. Copyright 2023 Echovita Inc. All rights reserved. It is bizarre and unnatural to talk someone who will not be my ally, and strange to call this help. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. I was not impulsive enough. The independent organization needs to follow up on the reports to see if the police did their best with the information available. It takes something unusual to overcome that. I tried countless other groups and dozens of OkCupid strategies. Maybe the talkative ones are driven out. Two confirmed perps, plus some unconfirmed perps, in around a five year stretch. Its plausible that this may also happen the other way around. I value respect, personhood and alliance regardless of whether I am happy. I saw red flags more often than I experienced abuse. Hearing that lots of people warn against Arc would be enough alone, but with all the other things Ugh. This article points out an extreme case, but ignoring victims of serious crimes seems pretty common, and people have reported other aspects of this while documenting a phenomenon named the second rape. I dont wish for a drug that will cause me to endure long-term abuse. KATHY FORD OBITUARY FORD, Kathy Ann Of Garland, Texas, passed away April 21, 2015 in Keller, Texas. She keeps them a secret if you want. In my case, I never ended up with a double chin or other ugly features in my face from the fat, so I couldnt evade the risk this way. Share. If I cant have my personhood, my moral weight, and my dignity, then neither can you. There needs to be accountability for the independent review organizations, too. He should be really good at clarity by now, but uses vaguery often. And what if I succeeded? He touched my thigh again. Negotiate or specify a costly signal that makes sense. If they do, people move there, and spend money. Because his sex offense was partly motivated by his sapiosexual attraction, my experience with him shut down a piece of my self-expression. Especially watch out for charming people who seem a bit too perfect, a bit too awesome, or a bit too popular. My mind screamed for it every day. ^ I dont have enough information on most of them for super highly accurate results about whether every single one of these people can be trusted. Quite possibly both. The concentration of sex offenders would be way too high. It needs to be a sign, not a person. Being outside this network felt like being dead inside my own skin. After becoming fat, it completely stopped. Eric Bruylant is one of the most brilliant people-rationalists I know, and thats really valuable, even if he does have a mental disorder. I want to stop before I get there. No. Send Flowers. Obviously dont request a suicide attempt. Do not require something that takes over the persons autonomy. There is a proverb that says if a village doesnt embrace its members, they will burn the village down just to feel the warmth. Arrangements for Thelma Ford are currently pending. Your entry has exceeded the maximum character limit. Each time you prevent one, consider how much time and other resources you saved by preventing it. Its as simple as that. In our evolutionary past there were regularly situations where people had to decide who was going to die. (Two of his survivors have talked to me, and Ive seen some of his motivated reasoning about Stockholm syndrome on my time line, so Im pretty sure about him being a sex offender now.) I noticed a series of weird things and added them to my security log. They are not beyond reproach, but if you let them have enough halo effect, you will be weak to the illusions they want you to have about them. Now youve seen a little bit of my creativity. My total number of LW/EA offenders is at least 5, possibly as high as 8 (depending on a number of factors like whether they identified as part of the movement and I wasnt sure about that in every case). Create a Notice. They need to accept crime reports from literally anyone, no matter how crazy the person seems. I hereby put all of my completed articles, completed images of any type, completed charts, completed graphs, and public comments into the public domain under the same license as this suicide note. Establish a risk-free way for suicidal people to ask for help including a way to provide a costly signal to you with no risk of being put into a mental ward. Its not their fault they have survival instincts. If people cant compare statistics from one city to the next, people will sometimes pick the wrong city, and that ruins the incentives for politicians to make the police stations work. Stuff thats ordinary. I am not sure how they do this yet, but I think their bag of tricks includes lying about and hiding stuff other people dont bother to. Then I tried to advocate for myself and I ended up burnt out and dejected. KATHY FORD OBITUARY Kathy Elaine (Johnson) Ford, age 67 passed away on July 1, 2020 in Merrillville, IN. The amount of sexual violence Ive actually experienced is elevated beyond what most women would experience. The heirs of Henry Ford II have suffered defeat in their battle to force their mother's companion who, they claim, abused her to give up control of her life, Page Six has learned. The people who regularly practice vaguery are some of the nastiest. 2. Kathleen "Kathy" Teres (Daniels) Ford, 59 of Alanson, passed away on June 23, 2020 at the McLaren Northern Michigan Hospital following a lengthy illness. They need to accept reports that are incomprehensible or incomplete. They tend to be less dangerous than the other types, and dont have very many victims. What is happiness without meaning? It may take up to 1 hour for your comment to appear on the website. Kathleen "Kathy" Ford (nee Heidere) of Philadelphia, PA passed away on September 14, 2022 at her home in Cathedral Village surrounded by her loved ones. It really is no wonder that people do self-destructive things when they really desperately need help! I was speaking with two sex offenders, Roko, Giego, plus a friend of theirs (before I had strong reasons to believe they were sex offenders) and they told me that women who behave as I do appear to be good to hit on. Men have no incentive to tell you how to attract women. From what Ive heard from the other women, The Bay behaves like women are part of some horrid involuntary petting zoo. I wrote a bit for them, too. Thats just not how it is. It isnt status that I want. I was able to get him fired. If I posted it you can assume it is completed. Her body has never been found and no one had ever seen her with Ferrell. Sign the Guest Book. It occurs to me that following orders from the person who protects me both outsources the challenge of defense and makes defense more efficient. DIANA Kathy Ann Ford, 62 of Diana, passed away August 27, 2021 in the ICU at Good Shepard Medical Center from COVID. Not exactly the same way, of course. Would I even have personhood then? You might not want to believe what Im about to explain. Katrina Beltran is incredibly brilliant. Its fast to make lots of bad ideas, but very slow to refute an onslaught of ideas that wont work. These careers, interests and the social spaces that come with are necessary to me. Born in 1941 to Max and Mary Heidere in Philadelphia as the second of three children, Kathy discovered a lifelong love of music and science at an early age. This could probably even motivate me to have casual sex, which I would normally have no interest in because I am coy (a slow and selective sexual orientation, a Dawkins term). That has to end. Get him out of the poverty trap. She was also an expert photographer who developed her own film in a dark room in her home, as well as a gifted violinist. Never send a sexual violence survivor to a mental ward! If disrespect didnt hurt me, it would feel that all the moral weight was taken away from me as a person. They all have to do courageous things sometimes. FUNERAL HOME. Youre supposed to log abuse because its useful later on when you need to go to an authority. There needs to be an advocate that everyone feels comfortable with, and who is very knowledgeable about how sexual violence actually works someone who will keep it a secret and talk to you while you try to figure out what to do. Instead, they are targeted disproportionately for theft. The problem is lack of motivation, because my situation is one where I will experience many punishments no matter what I do, and people are stonewalling rather than helping. She was 80. Uuuunfortunately, one of them frotteurized me, and another gave me a rape myth! This part is absolutely necessary for effectiveness. You will worry theyre milking you. I would like to highlight the possibility that we have a clever stalker. Ive had some pretty intense safety pragma directed at me. A unique and lasting tribute for a loved one. I dont want to become whatever I would be if I completely radicalized. Two confirmed perps times 4.8 5-year stretches is 9.6. Sometimes, people would commit sex offenses shortly after they complimented me for these things. This went on for months. "She was just very outgoing.". Imagine what the rest of my life has been like. The whole thing might blow up with sexual violence scandals the same way Catholic churches did. Going after rapists is a lot more dangerous. If I mentioned specific people in something thats not public (or someone might be identifiable), please remove the identifiable information (or get permission) before sharing. It would take many years to become as good at it as they are. Offenders dont target strangers much. I am not interested in that gauntlet. Given how disruptive sexual violence risk has been to my life, I think hurting in the long-term is likely, though oppression is the cause. She is also survived by Neighbors, and Sydney Hall; and 5 great-grandchildren. Ive lost a lot of the rationality I started with. Dont pretend you can ignore the situation. They can also advocate for the survivor when reporting to Julia Wise. People who are influenced by their own motivated reasoning do not realize they are confusing themselves. Authorize the publication of the original written obituary with the accompanying photo. I call them super survivors. Even if I artificially enforced a gender ratio, it would have the same people in it, and would end up with similar social norms around sexual violence. The random sample does have to be large enough, but it doesnt have to be every single report because the police dont know which report is going to be reviewed! Write your message of sympathy today. I suspect theres a connection between our amoral manipulators and our charmers. Ford's cause of death was unclear, butshe suffered from multiple health conditions and had undergone a double lung transplant in recent years, her sister said. I also tried showing my abilities to a few of the high status people. (Hint: If you cant seem to have an appropriate emotional response to sexual violence, please consider seeing a counselor and keep a close watch for motivated reasoning.). Guestbook Condolences Our angel, Kathryn "Kathy" Grace Pou Ford, 59, passed away Sunday, August 22, 2021 at CHI St. Luke's Hospital in Livingston, Texas. It resembles prostitution. That needs a warning label! ? my instincts scream. Suicidal people should not be shunned. Firstly, we are resented for being pretty women who could have anyone in groups of men who get the short end of the stick because of the male to female ratio. Diana's Kathy Ann Ford, 62, died of COVID on August 27, 2021, in the intensive care unit of the Good Shepherd Medical Center. Then, I ended up conditioned into this super survivor lock-in. Prepare a personalized obituary for someone you loved.. November 4, 1958 - You need to have a bond with them. Most people just dont put anywhere near as much as effort into polish. Not only would my funder prefer to do something else, my housemates need their spare room for family members in need now. Leave a sympathy message to the family on the memorial page of Kathy Ann Ford to pay them a last tribute. Remember it. The level of enthusiasm and dedication I would offer would be a costly signal that I really needed them. We are sad to announce that on February 1, 2023, at the age of 74, Thelma Ford of Anderson, Indiana, born in Middlesboro, Kentucky passed away. Kathy had a deep love for her church The Edge, God, her husband, children and grandchildren. The secret is respecting the woman and knowing how to deal with dangerous men who could hurt her. I am not going to enjoy my future with a problem this large that I cant solve. It excited him. She was born in Chicago, IL to Geraldine and Berkeley Johnson on September 28,. It is with deep sorrow that we announce the death of Kathy Ford Bays of Austin, Arkansas, born in Batesville, Arkansas, who passed away on January 24, 2021, at the age of 62, leaving to mourn family and friends. Everyone needs heroes, but dont follow them. Thats definitely true. That causes psychological trauma. Other people had the same experience with them. Ive already tried to solve the security problems, but theyre not solved because people arent doing anywhere near enough to make the environments I need safe enough for me. CANDLE HAS BEEN LIT CANDLES HAVE BEEN LIT, We are reviewing your submission. Another possibility is that people are targeting me for my behavior. The warning label is right there. Kathy was born December 24, 1961 in Galveston County, Texas. If your lover wont protect you against threats, how are you supposed to be protected at all! My leaving hasnt solved the problem. 8. Henry Ford II, the grandson of Henry Ford and himself the president and CEO of the automotive company, was her second husband. Yes, Ive already taken anti-depressants. This sample is kind of small. Ford's death was confirmed to The Detroit News Saturday by her sister,Sharon Amluxen of Grosse Pointe Shores. There need to be regular calls for survivors to remind people to report to Julia Wise and the police. When I went to report him to Julia Wise of CEA, he was already banned from EA Global. I would suffocate in stifling, unengaging work and feelings of isolation. The military does it. Copyright 2023 Echovita Inc. All rights reserved. This was automatic. Born in Laurens, Kathy was a daughter of the late Leonard Bernard & Betty Snow Ford. Police dont really want to take your crime report and seriously evaluate it either. So, I was doomed to the endless dismissals treadmill from the start. I forgot the details but they said something like I am extroverted and outgoing. My dignity is there for a reason. I really needed accommodations, guys. Robert Cordwell has been a really good friend to me, and I think hes a good guy. I would need that person to be safe so that I can be safe. Do we take care of our elderly parent, or the baby? The amount of targeting for those the offenders have chosen is really very bad. I was allowing myself to make dumb mistakes so as not to look particularly smart. Not all of those were in LW/EA. Kathy L. Ford, 69, of Whitesboro, passed away peacefully on January 20, 2022 with her loving family by her side. Without the social networks I resonate with, I wouldnt be able to be myself. All publishers of crime statistics need to be required to publish both an assessment from the independent review organization and also the police. With over 1,900 locations, Dignity Memorial providers proudly serve over 375,000 families a year. I do find these experiences upsetting or even traumatic. There needs to be an alliance. Several people have complained to me about the rushing. Hopefully such people will at least be bothered enough by the horror of death to notice that there was a real problem. There is no photo or video of Kathy Ann Ford.Be the first to share a memory to pay tribute. Besides, Id rather you remember me as something that at least sort of resembles who I am. I would have to act like someone else all day. While in Austin, Kathy met and married Bradley Ford. Its automatic. Two of the main suicide risk factors are feeling like a burden and feeling alone. 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